Neglect!

Poor, sad little blog. And now the three people who checked in occasionally have probably moved on...poor little blog.

So! Life moves on...things get crazy and busy...I (apparently) find renewed faith in capitalizing letters at the beginning of sentences. Stranger things have happened.

Here's the run down of all that's going on:

1. I'm nearing the end of my semester of insanity, which means the insanity is on hyperdrive. I have more pages of theoretical analysis to write in the next three weeks than I can fathom. And then there's that little video project...and that other paper. Oy.

2. And then there's that little internship. Good times getting practice doing "real" writing...meaning, published. But I get stressed out about that whole "what if I really suck at this...what if I've chosen a bad path" conversation. Then I go get another cup of coffee...or download another episode of Weeds ;-)

3. Working still doing officey stuff. Learning little, but know what I'm doing and the parameters of what's expected which is absolutely relieving. Plus, nice to get a little paycheck every few weeks.

4. Relationship is good, little downs, little ups, overall direction of goodness. Home is happy, even if my piles of paper are overtaking every surface in that one room. Cat is a pain in the arse...keeps getting his ass kicked (in fights he instigates). Not the smartest pussy on the block. And vet bills are not so very cheap, FYI.

5. I keep thinking...when stuck in traffic, when riding BART, when stuck in some more traffic...about singing and how much I used to dream of being in a band and writing songs with other people and rocking out. And now I don't spend any time making that happen and that's so so sad. I don't even sing in the shower very often. And that's the saddest thing of all...except my neighbors probably don't think so. C'est la vie.

Back to work I go.